Nostalgia

I want to
travel around the world
and take pictures on top of abandoned buildings
and watch the sunset
and go to stores just to try clothes on
and do something life changing
and collect things
and make a film showing adolescence

and make lists
and be content being alone
and sleep
and eat fatty food without caring
and draw pictures about nostalgia
and have dreams that I can actually remember
and rebel against society just to show that I could
and write a book
and go to fairs at night just to look at the lights
and take pictures in photo-booths
and ride through Topanga Canyon
and be happy knowing that things make me happy.